Slowly, slowly, learning, learning, process, process… Getting there quite surely, indeed. ♦
17/01/2011
(!!) Where is my Dad when I need one. Where are you when I need perspective?! I need advice right now. I need to talk to someone right now. You dick, you’ve left me here alone. I need help. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what is right. I don’t know what I need to do. I’m hurting myself here but more importantly I’m hurting other people now too… Who do I trust? Who can help? (!!)
I don’t know what to do. I really don’t know what’s wrong. I don’t know how to fix anything. All I’ve known is being alone. I’ve always been able to figure things out for myself. But now I’m in a haze. And it’s all I see.
God. What’re you doing. You’ve done all this on purpose. I need someone to talk to. Am I okay? What do I need to do? I’m confused. I’m conflicted. I’m torn here.
Why do I feel wrong and guilty for wanting to take something I want.
Where’s my fall back that’ll allow me to take risks? I need your approval. I need you to have my back.
08/01/2011
insideyourvaults.com/
and
danmikos.com/
both lead here now.
I didn’t want these two sitting on top of an empty website (which they’ve been doing since July 2010), so until I can get my act together regarding my own custom website, they’ll reside now over my WordPress.
It feels good that they’re finally being used.
08/01/2011
Chair spinning at work on a lazy Friday. I had already finished my work for the day. Efficient me.
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Lunch at BangBang Cafe, Surry Hills. They’ve just become Licensed– What could be better than a Beez Neez with your lamb and mint burger before having to head back to work.
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Watching “My Life Without Me” in bed. Ah, my hairy knee.
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Waiting outside work for Mum to pick me up for Christmas dinner at Darling Harbour with Grant, Seh and the boys.
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The Noughties were a scary place. #WhatWasIThinking?! They make for a damn beautiful photo though. Anyone a size 10? Oops, they’re a size 9. Otherwise they’re heading onto the Salvos.
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